people don't want me to kill myself

Hi. So I am a very depressed person sometimes. Or angry. I posted a ranting status on fb because my coworkers once again decided to rub it in that they go to lunch and I'm not invited (also fuck you) and I just felt like ranting a little. I am leaving in less than two months so who the fuck cares. But still, I enjoy venting on public forums. 


I forget every time I do this that I get messages and comments from concerned citizens and it's adorable and amazing. From younger "cousins" to people I haven't seen since I was a kid. They always come out of the woodwork when they think I'm going to fall apart. I deleted the status but still it was funny. 


Then a good friend of mine sort of lectured me and went all Mother Theresa on me so I just...well...whatever lol. 

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Comments (7)

  1. GoldenPig2012

    Well, this is the first time I’ve read anything of yours. I rant. I rave. There are people who are so kind they give me cavities, but that’s on me, not them.

    Here’s the deal: if you speak on a public forum, you’ll get feedback, duh. I’m not sure how you’d “forget” that unless you’re a narcissistic “everything I do is MINE” kind of asshole. Blink. Blank stare. Yes, I said that, I meant that.

    I am as FAR from Mother Theresa as a human can be, and the “whatever”, eye roll….lame response is NOT one of a human being just bitching about others doing the same to them. This ain’t FB, babe, we SPEAK freely here, I’m assuming it’s why you are here, too.

    I don’t know what you expected as a response when you posted this, but, this is what you get. I’m a horrible human being, it’s true, but…………ha ha ha ha ha ha………………you ARE adorable and amazing for thinking you get to rant or vent and then bitch about any responses. Dumbass much?

    June 19, 2017
    1. goinaway

      I don’t know what the fuck your problem is? It’s not like I posted on facebook that I was going to kill myself. The only thing I said was about the people I happen to be around being negative. Most of the time people don’t respond to my statuses on facebook because they aren’t usually important. I’m pretty sure you just replied to this comment because you got pissed off that I thought I could rant without a response? Sorry that I’m appreciative of the people in my life being concerned for my well being? If you have a problem with my posts you can go fuck off and read something else. Seriosuly, what the fuck is your problem with my random blog about how I feel about my caring friends expressing concern? You have a nice life now.

      June 19, 2017
      1. GoldenPig2012

        Honey, I don’t have a problem. Well, I DO have problems, but none of them have anything to do with you. Yeah, I responded because you made certain statements about you were upset about responses to YOUR post, wherever the fuck it was.

        I assume you are appreciative of people who give a shit about you. I am. But……….you, ha ha ha ha ha ha…………..are SO on the wrong page with the wrong one here. There is no “random blog”, dumbass, eye roll………..there are humans, individuals…….speaking to others, period. This shit does not go out into the ether, you connect with others. Fucking “duh”. I’m glad you have you friends, but, no…………….you don’t get to publicly post, hate the response and try to blame me for your shit. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ……………..well, guess you CAN, but……………….you’re not gonna do it consequence free…………, life doesn’t work that way. Get over yourself.

        June 19, 2017
  2. GoldenPig2012

    ha ha ha ha………………people don’t want you to kill yourself. People respond to what you say, in person or digitally…………………….well……………………..hear them, for whatever reason. People care about other people. Some of us, me, are NOT nice, polite or kind. But………….I don’t want you to die. Be mad at me, a stranger, one who doesn’t have goddamned clue about your life, I don’t, but……………… put it out there, I responded.

    I lost my virginity at age 6 to “family”, I married at 16, I’ve had five children, I had an academic scholarship to college and STILL got my ass beat by a husband. Honey………………….I would NEVER minimize your life, EVER, I didn’t live it, but…………oh, chuckle………….you DON’T get speak to me as if I’m LESS than you, as if you have something PERSONAL against me, you don’t. I don’t want you to die and I don’t have a fucking clue about your life. I don’t have to know, at this point, I don’t want to know. You have every right to live and be an asshole to strangers, hey, it’s yours, honey.

    Pitch a fit. Do it. If you’re pitching a fit, you’re living. Works for me, you living. I don’t have to like or respect you, you don’t have to like or respect me…………….live to hate me. Blink. Blank stare.

    June 19, 2017
    1. goinaway

      You’re the one who felt the need to comment on a harmless blog twice. I have every right to post about whoever and whatever I want. You’re the one who apparently got pissed off and decided that you needed to tell me off about some random shit.

      June 20, 2017
      1. GoldenPig2012

        Yep. That would be me. You, like all of us, get to post about whatever you choose, then tell anyone who responds to it what you think or feel about it. Yep. I post all sorts of things, have been for over five years, there are LOTS of people who disagree with me, judge me, hate me……….for VERY good reasons. NO blog is “harmless” in the sense that it might resonate with another, it might MATTER to another, your experience. In no way, shape or form did I EVER mean to hurt you or piss you off (pissing people off is a by-product, unfortunately, of me being me), I will no longer respond to your posts because, obviously, you and I are not on the same page.

        June 21, 2017
  3. infinite_ronin

    I dunno about you, goinaway, but I think you made a friend here. Pretty wild one too

    June 19, 2017