not sure what is going on but hey how are you

I am so stressed that I have found marks along my chest, they are marks that showed up and match my nail size. They are red, and they were bleeding, I was in the shower so the hot water stung and I was crying as I jumped out of the shower without...

We'll See

Those are the words I had been dying to hear, that and words of forgiveness. I had wanted to just forget all the mistakes I made. The conversation started out with anger and bitterness, turning into sarcasm and accusations. Then finally I didn't talk...

The True Meaning

The truth is, you let me go.  Way before I could let go,  and now we are stuck with pieces,  that we can't put together.    You started out so eager,  only to be ruined by me.  I took the faith you had in me, and I tore it to...

ud

So I have started seeing a counselor at my school and I am also trying to catch up on sleep. I stopped seeing J altogether it was not good for either of us. I may be leaving campus to stay in school I AM NOT SURE YET. My best friend is a douche.

ranttt

There was one person who seemed to know what to do, during one of my breakdowns. I know he is trying to understand why the sudden mood swings and accusations happened. He gets mad easily and gives up, only to come back right away. Not exactly the best...

rant

   The wind blows through the trees with a loud howl, starting up the wind chimes in a rageful dinging outside the house. The clock is ticking away my seconds, "tic, tic, tic," and I'm bundled up in a sweatshirt I bought in high school, a maroon one...

differences

I carried that water across campus, a twenty pack of water. It was heavy and even when J tried to take it I refused mumbling, "benevolant sexism," at him as he shook his head in defeat. We had just argued before about whether or not hunting was bad....