on campus...hopefully for good

So it turns out I am now living on campus with my best friend Zoey, we are roommates and we even pushed our beds together sort of...I may try to make them have more room between them or whatever. But for now I am waiting for my laundry to get done...

not everyone gets happy endings

She stood up there on the stage with the glass in her hand. As the maid of honor it was her job to give a speech in honor of the bride, one of her good friends Rachel, with dark hair swept into a complicated bun and the veil still on as she sat next...

sober is good

Going out sober is not exactly fun, for me anyway. It requires me to be aware of everyone who is way to drunk, and I usually wear sneakers.  The last time it happened I accompanied Khylie to a bar, where she wanted to drink and dance. Josh was...

Thank you (poem)

Laughing til it hurts, because you made a joke, and looked at me knowingly, just to see me laugh.    Hugging you closely,  as we laugh together, about something random, and then falling over.     Stealing food off your...

attempt at poem

"Will you still love me if I can't buy you things,"  the singer croons at me from your radio, as you drive me home late at night, you turned this one up for some reason.    It's not the music you usually like.  But there may be a...

persistent mother fucker

sorry if swearing offends you. But this guy is persistent to get down my pants, he's even willing to take me on some dates and stuff. I don't know what to do. I'm bad at rejecting and saying no when it actually counts so I sort of got into a mess...

friends (Fiction)

(fiction, not real) I love it when she laughs. Her laugh is sometimes loud and surprisngly deep for her light voice. She throws her head back and laughs loudly at something someone said on the phone. She doesn't use that laugh on me. The laugh she...

Or Just Leave

I was a taught at a young age It is better just to leave Before feelings develop So...why are you here?   I was also taught how to read people like a book. You're easy to read. You open the pages.    I see your confused...

what we need (poem)

You don't want me to hold you.  I can't help.  You may think I can because,  I rarely talk. But I CAN'T.   You don't want me to tell you, "everything will be okay,"  I don't really believe that. I cannot tell a lie.   You...

the one who I never got over, but I'm glad got away...

I can still remember the precise shade of Jack's eyes, a rather dark blue behind black rimmed glasses, and thick, expressive eyebrows. His hair which was curly was always perfectly cut and styled, and he always looked well groomed. Even when he...

what the f***

(This entry will contain swears, if your poor virgin eyes is offended by colorful language then please find someone else to complain too and exit out now) I made a new friend and it's Josh. We decided that we are now like best friends who make out...

Battles and Riots (2)

David was speeding down the road as his best friend wheezed beside him in the passenger seat in pain. Neither one had thought to call 911 or use the healing powers that Courteney had possessed. Instead they had thought like the young people they were,...

battles and riots

It was late at night, and she was gripping her side. Shallow breaths as the figure beside her blinked a few times and looked back at her with concern. His blonde hair was flopping in front of his baby blue eyes and his normally neitural face was...

How The Break Up Has Affected me so Far

1. Eye contact with certain people is suddenly hard for me. Particularly if they are trying to be intimate or tell me a secret. Suddenly when I am trying to look in their eye I find myself looking away and right beyond their head. Josh knows it...

Denny's Date

He picked me up wearing shorts and the shirt the bar had given him. His grey hat on as always. I opened the door and stepped into his arms and took a big sniff to see if he still smelled the same, he did. He said, "Hi," in his soft tone and we held...

confusing person

So the guy I was casually seeing and even confirmed that it was casual with is throwing me a curveball. We spent the other night (not last night) sitting under the stars and having a real conversation, connecting. He looked at me and he kissed me...

try to help

"The past is the past,"  "It's one step at a time," "Seeing you crying, it's killing me," All these words had one meaning. 

Distractions and Respect

I was 20 when I realized I was had been in love with my best friend for years. I was 22 when I realized I hadn't been in love with my best friend for years. 

I know a stranger

I know a stranger. She has bright blue eyes and short hair. Her favorite color is purple and she likes to wear skulls. She loves mac n cheese. But her favorite food is chinese food from that place in Fair Haven. I know her so well but now she is a...

so long ago

  I saw you in a cafe today. You had your back turned to the window as you sat with a blonde man, who was squinting into the sunlight, his eyes landed on me. I turned as swiftly as I could and ran across the street. I only wanted to go to the store...

Friendzoned (fic)

He sat in the drivers seat of the car, by the secluded river we had driven too, in order to forget someone else. But for some reason something happened and he didn't seem to forget. Instead in the middle of a kiss he pulled away but kept his arm...