Grown ups.

  I need you to be there for me.  You are the only one who can see me.  I need you more than ever right now.  You are my solid ground.  I am shaking like a leaf. I am questioning what she taught me to believe.  In her womb and in...

boys...

I used to like you a lot, so much! You were everything I thought I wanted... I loved the way you dressed, your sarcasm, you smelled amazing. I thought you were smart and you knew big vocabulary words, I love it when people know big vocabulary words,...

how to tell if a girl is gay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfLN1H5vKCs&feature=g-vrec     ok well some people took a blog i wrote very seriously... "dresscodes for lesbians" or something like that. well here is a video about how to tell if a girl is gay! :) and this...

dresscodes for lesbians

I cut all my hair off and had a lesbian hair cut. Almost anyone can tell who a lesbian is by the way they wear there hair and clothes, same with people who are straight...and same for gay men!!! They all have a way to look and act...but what about...

Caught in the rain...

I was walking home from Dunkin Donuts/Mobil Station...when it started pouring rain and lightening out... I had walked there to pick up my girlfriend an ice coffee...and to get some pringles.... When it started raining! I walked calmly and just...

alone...?

Friends... Best friends... Trusting... My problem is that I have always been more willing to open up to people then they are to me... I just have been starving for someone to want me and like me, a best friend. I have been wanting to have that bond...

Life long friends.

I will never have life long friends, the closest I have is someone I have known since my freshman year of high school. I have no one to share my childhood memories with because we were never in one place long enough.  I have no best friend....I...

sorry....for writing

I recently posted about how I need $400 for college, and some people must have gotten the wrong vibe... I was not whining or trying to put my problems off on other people. I was hoping someone was going through this to and could relate. I was merely...

I need $400.00

I need $400 to go to school for the admissions fee, and my mom has decided not to help me at all. She was cut down to fifteen hours at her job and I am currently looking for a job, I need this money soon, before the end of June, by July 1st or I will...

I Lack Imagination

I lack imagination, why do you ask? Because I cannot picture a threesome with my girlfriend and another person. This is my private business actually. I also lack imagination because I do not like to be pranked and joked with.  I may lack...

summer!

Is it over yet? The summer? It is going to be hot and uncomfortable... I need to get out for awhile, go away, swim in a cold river with a good friend.  Don't get me wrong, I used to love Summer, the hot days, the laziness of doing nothing, the...

my mom and i hunting

My mom and I make an odd pair, we act a lot alike, but at the same time we are so different. I think like she acts, but I act like she taught me. I mean, she is a strong woman who can get what she wants, and can say what is on her mind. Just last...

vicious girls

This is a letter to a girl named Rebecca who is 12 or 13, and believe it or not this is not a letter to myself, this is a letter to a girl I knew named Rebecca when I was that age...and we went to the same school...and she was a new student and quiet...

College??

I start college in the fall, and I just realized now nervous I am... Especially about the room mate... I am a quiet and shy person and do not always get along with others... I also am nervous bout making friends...anyone have advice?

family

I am sitting up here all alone while Nikki spends time with her mom and little brother downstairs, because her mom leaves tomorrow, and they are all laughing, usually I would be invited...but her mother tries to make sure I am excluded from such...

Dad.

Dear Dad, I saw you in town today, the town I live in with my girlfriend, where you do not live, you live with my grandmother an hour away. You always say you can't come up here to see me...weekends are so busy, you have no money, no time....always...

Prom!!! 2012

This year I had to go to my girlfriend's senior prom with her, we were the only other gay couple there, the other couple wore color coordinated suits. Nikki had her grandmother do her hair, it was slicked back except for one little curl in the front...

"It's not right, but it's okay..."-whitney houston

It's not right, it was never right, but it is okay, it is okay because they will make it anyway. No it is never right... No. You will never make it right, what you are doing. No matter how many times you justify it in your head, saying things to...

Bi pride?

"I consider myself a lesbian, but I'm a bisexual lesbian. " Betty Dodson   I am a bisexual, and I do not hide this from many people. When I go to college I would like to look at people and if they ask me if I am single say, "No, I have a...

What I Want?

My mom wanted me to go to Southern Vermont College, I did to awhile back, then I changed my mind. Then I wanted to go to Green Mountain College to be closer to my girlfriend, she would need me in the years to come to be near her. But I just can't do...

If you were. (poem)

If you were a video game I would play you, There are so many thing I could say to, try to get you to forgive me, but you are still sitting with me. You're like a book I read over and over, your love is my four leaf clover. You got...

Taking Chances

  What do you say to taking this chance? Had your heart beat down to this dance. All I can say is once in my life, Will I see someone who is right.   I'm scared too to look in your eyes, because...

Forgive do not forget...

I forgave her for the break. And in return she forgave me for a lot of things I did. But neither of us have forgotten what has happened, which I used to think was a bad thing. How can you never forget what someone did to you, but say you forgave them?...

love at first sight

I do not believe in love at first sight, love has to grow, if love at first sight was true then my girlfriend and I would have been drawn to one another from the start, but when we first met we both had other people had on our minds. She was in a...