fuck school

I am feeling slightly overwhelmed with what is happening in class, apparently I missed something important because I did not feel well and opted to rest instead. I believe it is a journal thing, good thing it is only the third week and I can catch up...

lately my heart is okay, but my memory is hurting.

I keep having weird dreams about my ex girlfriend that compel me to write about our past. To be honest I had forgotten a lot of what happened when I was with her recently. I sort of moved on like one should from a relationship they want not part of. I...

anxiety and dining halls

I do not know why I am always so anxious to go in the dining hall. I wasn't at the beginning of the year, but then it gets me all afraid. I hate the noise and the people. It actually scares me physically to walk in there unless I have a friend with...

part 2: Aimee and dating

Aimee was a girl I met on Tinder, we went to high school together so I knew of her vaguely. We went out twice.  Aimee was beautiful. She had long blonde hair and light blue eyes. It was wavy and perfect and she had a beautiful smile. When she met...

part 1; Brian and dating

Over this break I have gone out with three different people.  Brian was the first. I had been out with him 2 times before, and we had been talking for approximately 3 weeks. He was nice, intelligent, and mature. A true adult with a nice job and a...