When I Get Mad

When I get mad I do things. Sometimes I blow up. Sometimes I calm down. Sometimes I do strange things.  Today all the vistas went out to lunch and made a point to mention I was not invited. I am now refusing to eat anything all day. Which sucks...

The other one

It turns out I'm not the only left out vista. It turns out that Lorianna and Elyse just became super good friends and do stuff together constantly. Andrea tags along when she wants, but mostly floats in and out in a haze of whateverness. Rachel has...

Dude called me a loser, but I got him back.

The title is irrelevant. I just feel so tired. Like, I have not slept in HOURS. By that I mean I am running on three hours of sleep and having an 8am meeting and then soliciting businesses with a group of children for raffle donations. I can't stop in...

Explain to me why.

So the girl I was talking too, Zoe (not to be confused with Zoey) finally got back to me in a panic. She saw the message she had sent containing the words, "love ya," and told me that she had not intended for the message to go to me and that she...

Three of you

I had a dream about my ex girlfriend. Her name is Ellie and we were together for four years. We met at the end of high school. I was a senior and she was a junior. I dated her through her senior year of high school, and then she decided to work...

staring at me

I see you staring at me. When you think I'm not looking. You look over at me when she's talking to you and when I meet your eyes you linger and then pull your eyes away. You catch my gaze and smile at me before you look away.  I don't know what to...