Dad.

Dear Dad, I saw you in town today, the town I live in with my girlfriend, where you do not live, you live with my grandmother an hour away. You always say you can't come up here to see me...weekends are so busy, you have no money, no time....always...

Prom!!! 2012

This year I had to go to my girlfriend's senior prom with her, we were the only other gay couple there, the other couple wore color coordinated suits. Nikki had her grandmother do her hair, it was slicked back except for one little curl in the front...

"It's not right, but it's okay..."-whitney houston

It's not right, it was never right, but it is okay, it is okay because they will make it anyway. No it is never right... No. You will never make it right, what you are doing. No matter how many times you justify it in your head, saying things to...

Bi pride?

"I consider myself a lesbian, but I'm a bisexual lesbian. " Betty Dodson   I am a bisexual, and I do not hide this from many people. When I go to college I would like to look at people and if they ask me if I am single say, "No, I have a...

What I Want?

My mom wanted me to go to Southern Vermont College, I did to awhile back, then I changed my mind. Then I wanted to go to Green Mountain College to be closer to my girlfriend, she would need me in the years to come to be near her. But I just can't do...

If you were. (poem)

If you were a video game I would play you, There are so many thing I could say to, try to get you to forgive me, but you are still sitting with me. You're like a book I read over and over, your love is my four leaf clover. You got...

Taking Chances

  What do you say to taking this chance? Had your heart beat down to this dance. All I can say is once in my life, Will I see someone who is right.   I'm scared too to look in your eyes, because...

Forgive do not forget...

I forgave her for the break. And in return she forgave me for a lot of things I did. But neither of us have forgotten what has happened, which I used to think was a bad thing. How can you never forget what someone did to you, but say you forgave them?...

love at first sight

I do not believe in love at first sight, love has to grow, if love at first sight was true then my girlfriend and I would have been drawn to one another from the start, but when we first met we both had other people had on our minds. She was in a...

Prayers and wishes of luck?

She is on a school trip to New York City right now hopefully having a good time. I miss her like crazy right now, and I need more sleep, I also have to go to the bathroom. I have to do womanly things, I am so tired right now. I need to get up and mail...

my girlfriend...

She taught me a lot about myself, brought me out in so many ways, she became my best friend, and my one and only all in one. I love the fact that I can laugh with her like no one else and then sit there and be serious. She may not understand me like...

My Feet Are Crying

I wore 2 inch heels today, trying to break them in for Ellie's prom in like less than 2 weeks, and that is the only thing I have to say. Heels hurt, and she expects me to stay in these heels all night. I gotta dance with her all night and make sure...

A Night With My Mom

So yesterday I spent the night with my mom and sister, because last weekend I was sick and couldn't do it. I wanted to make it up to Amy (my sister) by spending the night lastnight. Well I knew it wouldn't be the best night there is, because when I...

Click the link and help me...?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8tMyZRWrP8 click the link and tell me what you think of my cover of It Will Rain for Nikki (my gf who's real name is revealed in the video.) Please... :) It is a part of a gift for our 1 yr anniversary. Iy

Lesbian Bed Death...?

Lesbian Bed Death....after 2 women have been dating so long the sex stops and they are more like sisters? Is this real? I mean this could totally relate to my life right now, me and Nikki in a way. We joke and fight like sisters. We sit together and...

Confessions of the random kinds.

I pretend to be naive around you so you never know the real me, I know how to lie very well...I just pretend to be bad at it. I am a manipualtive person and you do not know the real me. You think I am innocent and loving, but I know more than you let...

PROM!!!! 2011

I remember last year and how I was so excited about my senior prom, none of my friends were...which meant none of my friends were going. But I was so excited! I wanted the perfect dress and I had the perfect shoes. I also wanted the perfect date....

Who am I?

I am everyone I have known, and do know. I collect people and make bits of them a part of me. I am not who you think I am. I put on a show if you know me in the flesh. I come off as a talker, someone who needs to talk a lot, they used to call my...

1 year later

As Nikki's graduation approaches and she realizes she has no idea what she will do after highschool... I think of my graduation and how I felt... I remember being excited and a little snooty to underclassmen and just wanting to leave high school. I...

Dear John,

"But you didn't have to cut me off.... Make it out like it never happened and that we were nothing, and I don't even need your love. But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough."-Gotye "Somebody That I Used To Know "   If I could I...

Leroy

He cooked us burgers on the grill in rain and snow. When the power went out he would build a fire sometimes in our fireplace. He took me with him to cut our Christmas Tree. He played Santa, everyone thought he was nice because he had a great...

giving away beagles

Pretty much what it says, we have to give away the beagles Nikki owns and she is sad. My best friend has gone crazy and decided to become some weird person..and my girlfriend bought a rat. I am a bisexual. I will cry later after the beagles are...

Am I Man or Woman?

My girlfriend told me that if my hair had been shorter when she first started liking me she would have pursued me sooner, simply because lesbians and bisexual females sport short hair... DAFUQ??? I have short hair...I cut it for a new look,...

Mothers...

I would like to take this moment to thank my mother for being there for me and realizing when she wasn't. She was always accepting of who I was and is still there when I need her today. <3 But now let me tell you about everything I have seen and...

Early Morning Blues

So what if I don't like to wake up at 8am in the morning? You woke up and messed up my schedule. All the times I laid in bed with you, you couldn't return the courtesy to me. You couldn't even hug me when I started crying because you can't handle the...