class of 2012 vs. class of 2011

2012-My girlfriend graduated last night, her class was the size of 36, and her cap and gown were yellow. Guys wore blue, girls wore yellow. She thought she looked like a huge banana.  2011-My graduation was last night, my class was over 200 kids....

I came out.

My girlfriend graduated and as a gift to her I came out. There is no one else left to tell that I am a lesbian. So she graduated. I will be writing about this after I walk my friend Zo to her car. 

GRADUATING CLASS OF 2012

My girlfriend made it through the hell known as high school. Four years of finding yourself, and having firsts of a lot of things. The years where she came out as gay, dated her first girl. Then her second girl. Then me. The four years where she dealt...

gayness

I am not confused, I am gay...fully gay. I like women. I have not told everyone, including my girlfriend. I just came out on here. I have been looking to come out fully for awhile now, since like last August. Not sure why I was so nervous or why I...

So what, I am gay now...

I was bisexual...or said I was, I had a lot to figure out...like why I dated guys and if I actually liked doing what I did with them...thinking back on it I can say that I did not enjoy it as much as I enjoy it with my girlfriend, because I love her,...

she is home

She is home and I am crying because it did not go how I wanted, I thought we would hug and kiss. I thought we would happily laugh about what happened on her trip but I am crying because she wanted to open her new x box, she wanted to get me to wear a...

best friends...until the end...

I thought we would be best friends until the end, we grew up together and we were like sisters, even though we were only cousins. I thought you were very mature even though you were the youngest in our pairing, and you and I had nothing in common but...

God (might) work in funny ways tonight...

Well tonight I was talking to a good friend of mine who we will call Rayann though this is not her real name :) but we were talking and she hates her new job because she is all alone there...so me being stupid said "Wish we could work together that...

hey babe

Hey Ellie,  You are going on your senior trip for 3 days, you were crying in the bathroom, and I was too...you said you were joking, but I have been holding tears back since like yesterday because I will miss you... You just left to go drop your...

Grown ups.

  I need you to be there for me.  You are the only one who can see me.  I need you more than ever right now.  You are my solid ground.  I am shaking like a leaf. I am questioning what she taught me to believe.  In her womb and in...

boys...

I used to like you a lot, so much! You were everything I thought I wanted... I loved the way you dressed, your sarcasm, you smelled amazing. I thought you were smart and you knew big vocabulary words, I love it when people know big vocabulary words,...

how to tell if a girl is gay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfLN1H5vKCs&feature=g-vrec     ok well some people took a blog i wrote very seriously... "dresscodes for lesbians" or something like that. well here is a video about how to tell if a girl is gay! :) and this...

dresscodes for lesbians

I cut all my hair off and had a lesbian hair cut. Almost anyone can tell who a lesbian is by the way they wear there hair and clothes, same with people who are straight...and same for gay men!!! They all have a way to look and act...but what about...

Caught in the rain...

I was walking home from Dunkin Donuts/Mobil Station...when it started pouring rain and lightening out... I had walked there to pick up my girlfriend an ice coffee...and to get some pringles.... When it started raining! I walked calmly and just...

alone...?

Friends... Best friends... Trusting... My problem is that I have always been more willing to open up to people then they are to me... I just have been starving for someone to want me and like me, a best friend. I have been wanting to have that bond...

Life long friends.

I will never have life long friends, the closest I have is someone I have known since my freshman year of high school. I have no one to share my childhood memories with because we were never in one place long enough.  I have no best friend....I...

sorry....for writing

I recently posted about how I need $400 for college, and some people must have gotten the wrong vibe... I was not whining or trying to put my problems off on other people. I was hoping someone was going through this to and could relate. I was merely...

I need $400.00

I need $400 to go to school for the admissions fee, and my mom has decided not to help me at all. She was cut down to fifteen hours at her job and I am currently looking for a job, I need this money soon, before the end of June, by July 1st or I will...

I Lack Imagination

I lack imagination, why do you ask? Because I cannot picture a threesome with my girlfriend and another person. This is my private business actually. I also lack imagination because I do not like to be pranked and joked with.  I may lack...

summer!

Is it over yet? The summer? It is going to be hot and uncomfortable... I need to get out for awhile, go away, swim in a cold river with a good friend.  Don't get me wrong, I used to love Summer, the hot days, the laziness of doing nothing, the...

my mom and i hunting

My mom and I make an odd pair, we act a lot alike, but at the same time we are so different. I think like she acts, but I act like she taught me. I mean, she is a strong woman who can get what she wants, and can say what is on her mind. Just last...

vicious girls

This is a letter to a girl named Rebecca who is 12 or 13, and believe it or not this is not a letter to myself, this is a letter to a girl I knew named Rebecca when I was that age...and we went to the same school...and she was a new student and quiet...

College??

I start college in the fall, and I just realized now nervous I am... Especially about the room mate... I am a quiet and shy person and do not always get along with others... I also am nervous bout making friends...anyone have advice?

family

I am sitting up here all alone while Nikki spends time with her mom and little brother downstairs, because her mom leaves tomorrow, and they are all laughing, usually I would be invited...but her mother tries to make sure I am excluded from such...